My thoughts at 37 weeks of my pregnancy

As you might already know, I am 37 weeks pregnant (due July 8th) with my first child (a girl :). While I am having some discomfort now, I have been blessed with a wonderful, healthy pregnancy.

Throughout my pregnancy I have been overwhelmed (in a good way) with the idea that another person was growing and developing inside of me. And, that I already loved this baby - who I had never met. I have enjoyed experiencing her growth by noticing how her movements feel different and stronger. I am amazed that I have an approximately 6 lb baby inside of me. While I haven't yet laid eyes on her, I know she will become the center of my life.

As I approach this major life change, it is difficult to imagine what life will be like as a new mom. Things I wonder..

• Will I be a good mom?
• Will I find the patience necessary in caring for a baby or child?
• How will I deal with sleep deprivation?
• How will I deal with not being in control and able to follow a plan? (I am a huge planner.)
• What will it be like to balance being a mom, wife, and professional?
• What will our little girl look like? (I've imagined her will a full head of dark hair, but who knows..)
• What kind of personality will she have?
  
• Will she be an easy baby?

Like most expecting moms, I have a picture of how I think things will be, but I know rationally that I actually have no idea. I am finding comfort in the unknown and realizing that while I have thoughts about how I'd like to be, that I yet to meet the little one who will dictate much of this.